Monday, 30 April 2007

... running away ...

megan spent the weekend running away.. it was a difficult period for her, filled with confusion and frustration.

after the first incident at rocksteady, she was hoping that it was a one off. that she can forgive him for it. kuzco was trouble from the beginning, and she knew it, but she couldn't stop herself from being with him.

after many months, rocksteady was the only time kuzco broke that picture.. megan began her trip of confusion.. and kuzco wasn't helping, disappearing on the account of being depressed for some reason or another.

last week, kuzco finally calls megan, she was thrilled, hoping that he was better and they can get on with whatever they were having, and was prepared to forgive him for rocksteady.

as usual, megan picks kuzco up and heads into town to meet up with some other friends. megan already sensed something was different. but she couldn't point her finger to it.

did after the incident at rocksteady meant something more to him now?

megan noticed that kuzco was paying slightly more attention to jerica, but ignored the nagging feeling she was having.. only feeling better when she finally left together with kuzco heading home.

kuzco held megan in his arms for a while when they arrived back at his condo lobby, whispering sweet endearments and telling her how much he missed her, how much he has thought about her over the last 2 weeks..

megan began putting her doubts aside.. for now..

two days after, jace calls to chillout at kiwi's before flying out of the country on business. against her better judgement, knowing jerica will be there, she calls kuzco along. and funnily enough he agreed. megan found this odd as the many times she asks kuzco to chill at kiwi's, he would refuse, on the account that he hated that place...

again that nite, kuzco was busy chatting jerica up. megan just sat there bored, wondering if the night was gonna end anytime soon. as much as she wanted to get mad and fume, she wanted to keep her cool..

no one knew of her and kuzco, not really anyways.. there were no spoken words about the way their friendship was going, only knowing that they were very close.
on the way sending jerica back, kuzco asks her if she wanted to go into town again on friday. jerica asks if megan was going as well, cause she needed better company. megan didn't answer, she couldn't.. kuzco beat her to it.. "of course she's going!". megan looked at kuzco and hotly went, "since when??!". the smirking grin on kuzco's face meant that she didn't have a choice now.

megan began feeling as though she was being used.. but she couldn't confirm it. denying it, in fact. not happy with the arrangement at all.

friday nite came, kuzco kept asking megan to keep and eye on her, asked if she needs a ride, etc... megan thought angrily, why don't i fucked her for you, while i'm at it.

it looked as though jerica was kuzco's date for friday nite, and megan was just the sidekick. eager to just stomp off and let them be together, instead megan chose to keep an eye on things, to see if there were any signs of deception.

kuzco went back on his own, and megan again, drops jerica home. upon reaching home herself, she tries reaching kuzco on his mobile to let him know she's home, but his line was busy.

it was no denying then, who he was on the phone with, and what the outcome of the nite was. trying him again in the morning, hoping to get some answers out of him, she also had another matter to speak to him about. but megan was used, used on a mission to get close to jerica, and realises that its too late.

her fears deepens, as she's late. and spent the weekend running away instead, hoping to come 'home'.

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